Pain>>Pleasure >>
My partner at the T would lay in the hospital bed
with me
My desire flecked eyes
met their flushed gaze
I so desperately wanted to slip out of these white walls
&into their selvedge denim
a soft breath caught between us
Hands filled with flesh
moved with the dexterity
only a drummer would know
every stroke struggled with silence
suppressed moans
expressed as
thick sweat rolling down my
xylophone spine
play my broken body like a vintage guitar
electric
glide up the neck
gently awaken all my senses
using tricks they learned before it broke
Tremolo on C
Suddenly, with emphasis! I exclaim!
“Oh God!! I’m so hot!”
&I was
My body was more familiar with pain
Than with pleasure
&it was sooo good to get reacquainted